I have become this evil person that I never ever wanted to become. A couple of days ago, I was extremely upset at one of my co-workers because he was not doing his job, and I blew up on him and cursed at him. I never thought that I would let my anger out on someone. This person is also going through some mental issues, and I sank to a level that made me feel so ashamed of myself. I don’t want to be this person anymore. I want to be the old Marise, the person that cared about people’s feelings and held her anger in and kept a smile on her face all day. I need to change.